When I was much, much younger (the year was 1999 to be more precise) I used to always have a journal/scrapbook. I even had one custom made. It had a sky blue cardboard cover and a gazillion unlined pages - unlined so I can draw on it if I wished. I forgot about it for a while. Life happened, a bit painfully. Daydreams were let go, like balloons. I forgot how to draw. I forgot how to write really. I forgot how to paint pretty pictures with my words.
Ready for me to mar them once more with my words, my thoughts, my deeds.
Come ride with me.
In the first page of my beloved blue journal was a computer printout of my favourite words and also, my favourite things. Font used was Century Gothic. I was very much into romantic tragedies then, lost in the bedazzling swirls of color and Leo Dicaprio's eyes in Baz Lurhmann's Romeo and Juliet, so it probably comes across as you read on.
Love. Stars. Risks. Petals. Dreams. Hopes. Desires. Songs. Voices. Sunsets. Cold beer. The Ocean. Escape. Black Roses. Tears. Angels. Poems. Vampires. Moonlight. Coming home. cigarettes. Grunge. Angeldust. Goth. Royalty. Fairies. Broken dolls. Childhood. Butterflies. Lust. Suicide. Sacred Heart. schizophrenia. peace. Empathy. Rockstars. Fantasy. wings. halos. Womb. Daisies. Sweet. Embrace. Glitter. Hole. Speed. Practical Magic. Hippies. Photographs. memories. Pomegranates. Endless Love. Camomile tea. SevenTeen. Gypsy. Twizzlers. Guitar. Rodin. dusk. Vanilla. Lipstick. blue. Cotton Candy. Turquoise. Mediterranean. Cherries. Laughter. Lilies. Strawberries. Sandalwood. Carmine. water. Ecstasy. Freedom. Earth Air Fire Water. Utopia. Champagne. Romance. Slut. Death. Liebe. Tragedy. Pain. craziness. Blood. Creation. Making love. Infinity. Erotic. Now. obsession. Sin. Hearts. Dark. I miss you. Kisses. rainbows. Angels. misery. Happiness. Summer. perfection. Inspire. trip. Eternity. Burn. end. Reality. illusion. wildflowers. Never. Interrupted. Need. MAC. Flamenco. 17. 401. nothingness. oblivion. Bliss. Danger. honey. burgundy. Envy. Nearness. Eternal. Broken flowers.
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